This is proof that Keth is truly mad as a hatter inside.This guy kept telling me how powerful his character was. That he could drive anyone insane. I challenged him to take on Keth.... *snicker*


darkness_in_the_light112: He smirked as the room began to fade around her, No noise was heard everything in Kenths mind went silent.-

Kethry Moondragon: Emerald eyes flutter shut and a soft sigh slipped from the ranger's lips. "My Goddess are ye finally releasing me? Please give me death. I have served ye well." The slients was comforting. She wanted to wrap it around her and sleep.... never to wake. Never to face the truth of her life anymore. To go to her family.

darkness_in_the_light112: -The screams of her family and loved ones dying surround her in a caccoon of anguish.-

Kethry Moondragon: A grimice of well know pain tightens Kethry's face. "Aye I see. Tis this still then. Payment for my crimes. Or the winged stranger wishing to break me. I was broken long ago. And the sound of thier screams the only true music I ever hear." Her eyes open and the emerald has faded slightly, a redish tint chasing the color away.

darkness_in_the_light112: -His voice is heard inside her cacoon- I am no stranger, You know me well,- He appered floating around her.-

Kethry Moondragon: "Do I now? How is that?" She resumes the dance of the dagger over her nuckles. Always a hair's breath from cutting herself. Her eyes nearly crimson now. Her lips turning up in a feral grin. "You wish to play tricks? This old vixen knows about tricks."

darkness_in_the_light112: -Lucas's voice is heard yet again.- I am the keeper of the souls you claimed.- Images of her killing her loved ones appered in her head.-

Kethry Moondragon: "Dancing with the devil am I? Aye that pleases me much." She suddenly flips the dagger into the air. letting it turn twice before grabbing it by the hilt and slaming the point straight down into her left hand. A soft bubble of laughter trickles from her lips. "Pain for pain. Blood for blood. One day I'll give my life for them. "

darkness_in_the_light112: -He appered behind her.- I am no devil, But a god.- A chill runs down her spine as his fingers down her spine.- You're life is not good enought for theres.

Kethry Moondragon: "Of this I am sure." She spins to face him. The blade still embeded in her hand. "But it is the last thin gI have to offer, aye?" She ripps the dagger free and starts to flip it over her nuckles once more. Watching the blade glint. "What do ye want from me, god? I've had enough truck with your kind to fill my belly already."

darkness_in_the_light112: -His voice got deep as several came from his throat.- You're soul!- He vanished into a pile of black feathers.-

Kethry Moondragon: The laugh started as a soft bubble, building slowly until Kethry's head was throw back and she was laughing so hard tears ran down her cheeks. "Ye be a bit late for that one godling! Me mistress took that long ago." She kept on laughing. "Honestly one would think ye would come up with something new. Me soul is no prize." She hold up her bleeding hand. "Drink?"

darkness_in_the_light112: -Lucas appered infront of her a helm covering his face.- If i could grant you one wish, what would it be?

Kethry Moondragon: A bit of sanity creeps back into her crisom gaze. "Kill me godling. If you can. Be warned me mistress will not let it happen without a fight. I am her dog to call to heel. Give me peace. Let my dreams no longer be haunted. Clear my mind with pain, steel, blood. Set me free."

Dude man never wrote back. Wonder why.

Hello everyone,

This is Aydan, some of you may know me as Bryan but either way I'm Emily's mate. For those of you that she sent a text message to this morning you'll probably wondering what is going on. I will try my best to keep everyone updated on my journal which can be found at:

http://slavegod.insanejournal.com


I would post in Em's journal but I don't feel comfortable.

-Aydan

So lets see. Dad is dying. My Mom has been sick with the kidney stones and other stuff. Bry has been having troubles as he gets himself together. Now to top it all off. For the last two months my right knee has been bothering the hell out of me.

I went to one doc that said she thought she saw a cyst on the x-ray. She also told me I have arthritis in my back. When I told my mom that she was like "Not surprising since you have mild scoliosis." Which was news to me. Seems I have a mild curve in my spine that was found in 7th grade. YAY?

Anywho, the next doc I went to found no sign of a cyst. So the worry went away and I figured it was most likely just my fibro telling me to slow down. So I did slow down and rest. But the pain didn't go away. In fact it's been getting worse. I went to a third doc who poked my leg tossed pain meds at me and basically told me to go away. O.O;

So last Thursday I couldn't take much more of the pain and got Bry to take me to the ER. Memorial Regional Medical Center. The best hospital I have ever been too, hands down. I have been there before and they are the ones that cared for my mom and dad.

Anywho, they took me in and DID TESTS! WOW! Doctors that do thier job! They foudn no blood clot and saw no cyst. The ER doc said he thought I had ripped a ligament and put me in a splint and told me to stay off it.

He also sent me to a bone doctor. They took new x-rays and showed them to be. He pointed at it and said. "Well there is a hole in your knee." And sure enough there clear as day there was! He explined it might be cancer and we had to do an MRI before we could move to the next step.

So I have to get slipped into the metal coffin called an MRI on Friday. Have I mentioned that I am claustrophobic?

I opened my email today to find a e-card and a link to this web page!

http://revelinfirehawk.angelfire.com/index.html

Which reads:

Happy Aniversary Emmy
If I lived a thousand lifetimes without you,
That would be a thousand lifetimes wasted.
You are the sun that gleams above my Stonehenge.
The stars that speckle my midnight sky.
Without you by my side I would be like a creek whose water has run dry.
A storm of thunder and lightning without the release of rain.
There are no words in any tongue that could ever spell out how much I love you.
My life, my soul, my everything.
My beautiful goddess.
Every morning when I wake at your side.
I thank the Gods and Goddesses for bringing us together.
You are the healing light that mended my broken and tattered heart and soul.
I love you

^_____^

He's so wonderful! Thank you baby and I love you too!

Oh Gods above and below.

You know what?

I don't want a hand out. Just a hand up. I mean for fucks sake people. Just let me apply for the services I am elgibly for. Give me that and I will have the rope and spikes I need to climb the hill.

Bry has been trying so hard. Taking his meds and doing wonderful until the people that said they would help keep him on them didn't. So he has been off two days, and needless to say he's have a bad day.

Things going well while he was taking his meds. Very little mood swings, he could think right. He was able to be the wonderful person he is without the stupid chemical inbalnce messing him up. You have no idea the relief and comfort of finally seeing him be able to go thru a day without struggling with irranintol behavoir.

It breaks my heart to have to watch him struggle again. All the sercives in place to help people trying to get better, yet they seem to always find a way to dely.I'm just frustated.

OMG!!!

Finally the world has woken up to a great truth.....

ELFQUEST RULES!!!!!

For those that haven't a clue what that is... *slaps hands* Shame on you. Go google it. The Pini's have a few of the comics free to read online. Run along and read them.

For those that know the greatness...

They are making an ElfQuest movie!!!

Not a rumor my dears. I am a member of the Pini's fan email list and message board. Richard Pini posted a link to this on the 9th http://www.empireonline.com/news/story.asp?NID=22889 and here is the forum link http://www.elfquest.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=5932&sid=ffdfd951249525230fa26deb4fa1ed66.

*grabs her wolf friend*

Excuse me I must go to the holt now. *griiiiiiiin and rides off*

So mom is sick.
Took her to the hospital 3 days ago, maybe 4. damn time runs weird for me these days.
Anywho... she has a 9mm kidney stone. can you say ouch? I knew you could. She has more stones as well, this is in her left kidney. The right one has a "shadow that looks like a mass" Whatever that means... >_< I hate the fact that doctors seem unable to give you a straight answer these days. So we are looking at that ultra sonic wave treatment to break up the stones so she can pass them. They had to put a shunt in because the big one was blocking her right kidney from draining.

Then we will have to get most likely an MRI of the right kidney to find out what the "mass" is. More stones? or a tumor... what ever it might be and work on treatment for that.

So now I refuse to leave my mother alone. If I hadn't been here the other night she would have laid in bed, shivered, vomited and most likely gone ultra toxic. Lets not even talk about how bad that could have turned out. So mom is stuck with us, whether she wants it or not. There are 20 flipping stairs up to get into her apartment.... we need to find a house or first floor apartment we can all fit in. She can not live alone if this is the things that is going to happen.

Like I said. She has no choice in the matter. I'm staying, even if her pissy landlord bitches. I'll tell him straight. My mother could have very well died the other night if we hadn't been here to drag her stubborn ass to the hospital.

Coyote works in strange ways.

Break me down only to build me up.
Show me life is more than just stuff.
Place my feet on that good red road.
This is the way your teachings go.

As the world of man spins to it's end.
This is the time that testing beings.
Those that have the skills to survive
Will be the only ones left alive.

Teach me
Lead me
Help me grow.
This is the way your teachings go.



We're heading out. Packs on our backs and nothing much more.
The Earth is waking, getting ready to shake. Watch the weather, the changes that are building.
I'm off to teach my children how to live in a world without technology. Tarma is thrilled.

I wish you all a saiyans ability to get ready for the next stage.

Pride, Honor, Power.

Kethry MoonDragon

So the last week as been hell but it seems.. like always.. my "everything will work out" outlook was once again right. I mean things are not perfect by a long streach but they are getting better.

Saturday Bry lost his wallet... had the last of our money in it. We had been living in the van... which sucked. But that just sucked even more. Well ok, wallets gone and we only got like 11 bucks.. need gas. Put half of it in the gas tank and start heading across town so Bry can go to work.. Van died... I mean black smoke died. Got off the interstate and it quit totally on a small road... it was blocking traffic so the cop had it towed... FUCK. The tow truck driver gave us less than 5 mintues to get what we needed from the van. Not enough time by far. Bry called his parnets in AR to tell them what was happening from the cops cell.

Needless to say we where walking, with two kids and way to much junk for that sort of thing. Thank Coyote a couple stopped and offered us a ride. Ask what was going on. I was honest.. they put us in a hotel room for the night. Bless them to the end of thier days and into the next life.

Left the hotel room yesturday morning with our junk, got 3 blocks down the road and a woman in a truck stopped and ask us if we needed a ride. Honestly a again and told her we really didn't have anywhere to go.

She brought us to her house and offered us her garge apartment! I mean oh wow, I mean I didn't think there where this many good people left in the world. She is going to let us stay until we are totally on our feet. And in return we are going to help her get her buniess straightened out and back running right.

I like that trade, I don;t feel like I bum becouse we are doing our part in return.

Thank you Coyote and thank each and person that sent prayers and good thoughts our way. Almost to the top of the hill I have been climbing for 10 years. I can finally see the crest.

Tarma: *snorts* That's becouse a saiyan never gives up.

Damn skippy. Might get depressed, might think of giving up, but never do it. The world will turn and things will work out.

Wind to your wings my friends, fly high, hunt well and feast.

I've thought about why I love this poem so much.... it's the NightWind in me. That really shouldn't suprise me.

*watches NighWind rip a chunk off the corpse hanging from the cleiling of her cottage and walk off chewing on it*

Nope shouldn't suprise me at all....

If you like it, Ryuu is on my friends list. His journal is new but he's adding his writtings to it.

---

Blood Song
Do you want to bleed for me?
Do you want to fly?
Will you cut yourself for me?
Love enough to die?

Press the knife against your skin,
Lose yourself in the blood song again.
Isn't this such a pretty thing?
Having your life dangle on a string?

Red, scarlet, pretty purple and blue.
You love the twisted things that I do.
I can take you away from all this normal pain.
Only if you become my toy, my plaything.

Press the knife against your skin,
Lose yourself in the blood song again.
Isn't this such a pretty thing?
Having your life dangle on a string?

Satin sheets stained with the essence of your soul.
Play time's over, now you must pay the toll.
Hand your life over to me.
I will release you, I'll set you free.

Don't worry, don't fret.
This is the best part yet.
When everything's over you'll be dead.
And another notch to add to my bed.

-Ryuu Sawall
22 December 2007